The fact that I’ve been “in transition” for the past month and will be for a while, has driven me nuts. I blame it on my ESTJ personality. I’m a planner and overly logical to the point where it is annoying to myself. [Seriously, talk to me about my dating life; I dare you. Dee-sasters.] I should have a plan for where I’m going to live or even what I want to do, but I don’t. I should have direction on what I even like, but I don’t. And today, I finally got to the point where I was okay with that.
I was talking to my friend Jackie last night on Skype about all the different ideas I have
floating intensely bouncing around my head on what I could do next. She said, “Hey, I have an idea. Why don’t you write down things you are interested in pursuing or feel passionate about, pray about them and see the Lord weed out the ones that don’t stick?”
WHY DIDN’T I THINK OF THAT? So, here’s what I did tonight.
I started to flood this blank page with ideas and things I feel like I’m passionate about.
- Love the Lord and walk intimately with Him daily
- Work with refugees and immigrants in America teaching them English, how to adjust to American culture and find jobs.
- Women’s Ministry
- Take some classes in Life Coaching or pursue Biblical Counseling?
- Write Women’s Devotionals
- Be a covenant member of a gospel-centered, missional church [probably the hardest one on this, which is sad].
- Live overseas again
- Become certified to teach English as a Second language to maybe open a center overseas or stateside?
- Go see Celine Dion in concert.
So that’s my list!
John-Mark, a good friend from STINT, told me once, “You kind of get really passionate about things and then a month later you’re over it.” That’s so true. I’m learning how to balance that out, but I feel like this is a great way for me to allow those passions to be Spirit-led so that He weeds through them and they don’t become distractions for me.
I’m seeing the Lord closing doors, and I’m trusting that in His time He will open the right door! I’m excited for the adventure with Him!
Thank you everyone who is walking alongside of me and encouraging me in my walk with Christ. I’m thankful for you holding out hope for me in the moments where I can’t. I’m thankful for those of you who pursue em and display the gospel to me in this transition! You’ll never know how much I appreciate your pursuit of my heart and wanting to see me grow in Christ!
Here’s to dreaming, hoping and aspiring to be apart of God’s great, big plan!